Violet Chapter 14 & 15

Screw Normal Part 1 & 2 was a double chapter bizzarro! Haha, I hope you liked it. I thought it was kind of cool to give you two chapters at the same time! Although, I could have just merged it into one but I think it worked better with two.

Anyhow, thought I would give you some visuals on the last chapter since (squee!) Edward and Bella are finally moving on to a 'normal' relationship (even though Bella was totally screwing normal).

Here is the view along the Hudson River.

I don't know if the opinion is consensual or not, but I thought this would have been such an amazing date. For me, anyway. It isn't normal, but it's not like crazy coke nights (it might have been previously with the boys, however) but Edward toned it down for Bella.

And the kiss at the end... well, we all know the scene in New Moon when Bella finds Edward about to step into the sunlight...

I should be able to update a little more soon, so keep your eyes peeled. In the meantime, here is a teaser for the next chapter.

EPOV

She kissed me. She fucking kissed me and I was tripping like mad. If I had been drinking with her that night then I sure wouldn’t have been able to stop myself from pushing her back into her apartment and ultimately fucking her. She was a fucking queen and she knew it.

It wasn’t just the feeling she gave me in my pants though, no, that was not the scary part. The scary part was that I had this really weird feeling inside of my stomach – one I got sometimes when I really had overdone the drink. Except, this was a little bit more pleasant…but still fucking freaky. I didn’t know what it was, but it was like a deep pull that ignited in my belly and then sent an aftershock up to my brain. The girl didn’t even realize what effect she had on me.

Of course, Jake was a little bit pissed that I took her on the Aro and didn’t just stick to the cinema date which was his idea, but loyalty lay with Jasper when he told me how happy he was that it went well and that he thought the Aro was a wicked idea. Naturally, they were both astounded that I hadn’t touched a drop of booze – to be honest, so was I. But they didn’t know how much it was really killing me.

Yeah, I had got to the point now where I was pretty much dependent on a daily basis. It was bad – I knew that – but I couldn’t help it. I didn’t even know how long it was but I hadn’t had a fix for what felt like a life time. Watching Bella guzzle down that Marco Slight was painful, to say the least, and when she asked me if I was going to join her? Fuck, I almost gave in.

I couldn’t get to sleep that night: not after the kiss, not after my body’s undeniable cravings for any stimuli. It was fucking torture. I was actually scared to think that I would become a crazed insomniac after all of this – let alone a celibate, clean, worthy human being. How did the idea of sorting my life out seem so similar to fucking it up?

Hope to hear from you soon!