Wednesday 17 February 2010

Violet Banner

Here is the banner I have made so far but need fonts on it to make it look better. Please help because I am incompetent with fonts... seriously.

http://i809.photobucket.com/albums/zz14/bondgirrl/violet4.jpg

Thank you to anyone that helps me!

Unexpectedly Chapter 9 Teaser

There was an unfamiliar pain in Bella’s chest the following Monday morning. She couldn’t work out what it was exactly, but she hated to admit that she knew why it was happening. It was him.

He hadn’t been to the bakery the next day. It wasn’t as if he promised to, but she expected it as he had been there every other day that she had worked there. Alice had been quite good at distracting Bella from wondering where he was, but it was only momentary. She couldn’t stop thinking about him.

Now, it was Monday and she hadn’t heard from him once since they had shared the painfully intimate moments on that Saturday night. He didn’t even leave an email. She had checked her emails profusely, like clockwork every hour, refreshing the page on her computer to see if there were any new emails – but there weren’t.

Bella had to hold back her tears as she struggled through the school day. It was lucky that no one cared much about her, because she never drew attention to herself.

She had lunch in the toilets by herself that day, just in case anybody noticed her weeping. She wasn’t worried about the students of course, but more about teachers telling her father that she wasn’t happy. She knew how much it made him happy that she was getting out of the house and also that she was making a new life for herself – evidence of that in meeting Edward.

She also didn’t want the chief of police to know that there was a thirty-two year old man who had kissed her wrists and held her tightly as she lay in his bed.

Sunday 14 February 2010

Violet Chapter 14 & 15

Screw Normal Part 1 & 2 was a double chapter bizzarro! Haha, I hope you liked it. I thought it was kind of cool to give you two chapters at the same time! Although, I could have just merged it into one but I think it worked better with two.

Anyhow, thought I would give you some visuals on the last chapter since (squee!) Edward and Bella are finally moving on to a 'normal' relationship (even though Bella was totally screwing normal).

Here is the view along the Hudson River.

I don't know if the opinion is consensual or not, but I thought this would have been such an amazing date. For me, anyway. It isn't normal, but it's not like crazy coke nights (it might have been previously with the boys, however) but Edward toned it down for Bella.

And the kiss at the end... well, we all know the scene in New Moon when Bella finds Edward about to step into the sunlight...

I should be able to update a little more soon, so keep your eyes peeled. In the meantime, here is a teaser for the next chapter.

EPOV

She kissed me. She fucking kissed me and I was tripping like mad. If I had been drinking with her that night then I sure wouldn’t have been able to stop myself from pushing her back into her apartment and ultimately fucking her. She was a fucking queen and she knew it.

It wasn’t just the feeling she gave me in my pants though, no, that was not the scary part. The scary part was that I had this really weird feeling inside of my stomach – one I got sometimes when I really had overdone the drink. Except, this was a little bit more pleasant…but still fucking freaky. I didn’t know what it was, but it was like a deep pull that ignited in my belly and then sent an aftershock up to my brain. The girl didn’t even realize what effect she had on me.

Of course, Jake was a little bit pissed that I took her on the Aro and didn’t just stick to the cinema date which was his idea, but loyalty lay with Jasper when he told me how happy he was that it went well and that he thought the Aro was a wicked idea. Naturally, they were both astounded that I hadn’t touched a drop of booze – to be honest, so was I. But they didn’t know how much it was really killing me.

Yeah, I had got to the point now where I was pretty much dependent on a daily basis. It was bad – I knew that – but I couldn’t help it. I didn’t even know how long it was but I hadn’t had a fix for what felt like a life time. Watching Bella guzzle down that Marco Slight was painful, to say the least, and when she asked me if I was going to join her? Fuck, I almost gave in.

I couldn’t get to sleep that night: not after the kiss, not after my body’s undeniable cravings for any stimuli. It was fucking torture. I was actually scared to think that I would become a crazed insomniac after all of this – let alone a celibate, clean, worthy human being. How did the idea of sorting my life out seem so similar to fucking it up?


Hope to hear from you soon!



Wednesday 10 February 2010

New Blog!

Sorry if this has caused any confusion. I was using my old email address for the last one and had loads of problems with signing in - so I have decided to create a new blog with my usual email address... it's so much easier! Please follow and I promise I will update it more!

Wednesday 17 February 2010

Violet Banner

Here is the banner I have made so far but need fonts on it to make it look better. Please help because I am incompetent with fonts... seriously.

http://i809.photobucket.com/albums/zz14/bondgirrl/violet4.jpg

Thank you to anyone that helps me!

Unexpectedly Chapter 9 Teaser

There was an unfamiliar pain in Bella’s chest the following Monday morning. She couldn’t work out what it was exactly, but she hated to admit that she knew why it was happening. It was him.

He hadn’t been to the bakery the next day. It wasn’t as if he promised to, but she expected it as he had been there every other day that she had worked there. Alice had been quite good at distracting Bella from wondering where he was, but it was only momentary. She couldn’t stop thinking about him.

Now, it was Monday and she hadn’t heard from him once since they had shared the painfully intimate moments on that Saturday night. He didn’t even leave an email. She had checked her emails profusely, like clockwork every hour, refreshing the page on her computer to see if there were any new emails – but there weren’t.

Bella had to hold back her tears as she struggled through the school day. It was lucky that no one cared much about her, because she never drew attention to herself.

She had lunch in the toilets by herself that day, just in case anybody noticed her weeping. She wasn’t worried about the students of course, but more about teachers telling her father that she wasn’t happy. She knew how much it made him happy that she was getting out of the house and also that she was making a new life for herself – evidence of that in meeting Edward.

She also didn’t want the chief of police to know that there was a thirty-two year old man who had kissed her wrists and held her tightly as she lay in his bed.

Sunday 14 February 2010

Violet Chapter 14 & 15

Screw Normal Part 1 & 2 was a double chapter bizzarro! Haha, I hope you liked it. I thought it was kind of cool to give you two chapters at the same time! Although, I could have just merged it into one but I think it worked better with two.

Anyhow, thought I would give you some visuals on the last chapter since (squee!) Edward and Bella are finally moving on to a 'normal' relationship (even though Bella was totally screwing normal).

Here is the view along the Hudson River.

I don't know if the opinion is consensual or not, but I thought this would have been such an amazing date. For me, anyway. It isn't normal, but it's not like crazy coke nights (it might have been previously with the boys, however) but Edward toned it down for Bella.

And the kiss at the end... well, we all know the scene in New Moon when Bella finds Edward about to step into the sunlight...

I should be able to update a little more soon, so keep your eyes peeled. In the meantime, here is a teaser for the next chapter.

EPOV

She kissed me. She fucking kissed me and I was tripping like mad. If I had been drinking with her that night then I sure wouldn’t have been able to stop myself from pushing her back into her apartment and ultimately fucking her. She was a fucking queen and she knew it.

It wasn’t just the feeling she gave me in my pants though, no, that was not the scary part. The scary part was that I had this really weird feeling inside of my stomach – one I got sometimes when I really had overdone the drink. Except, this was a little bit more pleasant…but still fucking freaky. I didn’t know what it was, but it was like a deep pull that ignited in my belly and then sent an aftershock up to my brain. The girl didn’t even realize what effect she had on me.

Of course, Jake was a little bit pissed that I took her on the Aro and didn’t just stick to the cinema date which was his idea, but loyalty lay with Jasper when he told me how happy he was that it went well and that he thought the Aro was a wicked idea. Naturally, they were both astounded that I hadn’t touched a drop of booze – to be honest, so was I. But they didn’t know how much it was really killing me.

Yeah, I had got to the point now where I was pretty much dependent on a daily basis. It was bad – I knew that – but I couldn’t help it. I didn’t even know how long it was but I hadn’t had a fix for what felt like a life time. Watching Bella guzzle down that Marco Slight was painful, to say the least, and when she asked me if I was going to join her? Fuck, I almost gave in.

I couldn’t get to sleep that night: not after the kiss, not after my body’s undeniable cravings for any stimuli. It was fucking torture. I was actually scared to think that I would become a crazed insomniac after all of this – let alone a celibate, clean, worthy human being. How did the idea of sorting my life out seem so similar to fucking it up?


Hope to hear from you soon!



Wednesday 10 February 2010

New Blog!

Sorry if this has caused any confusion. I was using my old email address for the last one and had loads of problems with signing in - so I have decided to create a new blog with my usual email address... it's so much easier! Please follow and I promise I will update it more!
 

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